>Water & Flame!>
is everything meant to change?...
Guess we're like Water & Flame
im not getting emo or wat here lah. But...i've been getting frm bad to worse...In terms of my attitude of course...I've been doing well with everybody at wrk n at hm. Everything seems fine.
Just dat wif Syahir...
I've notice dat i've been behaving like a bitch towards him... N aku pentingkan kwn aku dari die...I myself don even know why i behave like dat... =( ... Is there sumtin wrong with me? N i've not sms him or talk to him since last Sun...Up till now...No means of contacting... I know he's angry with him. N he feel so damn hurt after wat u've done to him...I myself feel sooooooooo damn guilty. N i've say sorry to him. COs i know its up to him to forgive me or not...I even told him if he find me a nuisance or wat...He can just leave me... =( ...
Goodness!!! SYAFIQA!!! Wat have u done this time?!! Wen im at wrk i even talk to Derry n asked him wat i shud do... We did laugh n joke bout this.But in the end he told me to msg Syahir n say sorry...N mke sure i meant it. Which in the end i did...I do feel guilty up till now. N i cant forgive myself after wat i've done to him... He have been an excellent BF towards me... But me?... Its such a dissapointment... I don even know wat to do now... Guess i shall just wait then...Maybe he's still dissapointed wif me...
