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Thursday, January 28, 2010

Today mark my 1 year with Syahir... =D ... He called me up just now at 0030 while im at wrk. I totally forget bout it...TOTALLY!! Cos i was so busy at wrk doin this and that... Up till my hp rang at 0030... I have no idea it was him... But when i saw his name... I smiled... Its MY SYAHIR calling me... =D ... I was shocked lah of course. Cos i thought he totally forget bout it... N by right,i tke off today n tomorrow to go out with him...But then,we didnt plan anything before hand... Cos we didnt contact for quite sometime... So i guess i just spend time with my Mummy & Daddy at hm... =D ...

N ya...I just wanna tell Syahir... HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO BOTH OF US... N I LOVE YOU TREMENDOUSLY LOADS... (Just dat my kepala batu n stubborn still there. ) ... =D
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As for wrk...Notin mch to say...Every single day doin the same old thing... So...Notin interesting to say anymore...
N im off today n tomorrow!!! Wooo-Hoooo!!!!!!! Time to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^__^V


~ { 1/28/2010 02:59:00 PM }
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Thursday, January 21, 2010

I had fun yesterday... Meet up with my GFS n BFS... We had fun teasing each other n just talk bout life... Everybody changing now...No more enjoying like last time... N as far as i can see... All of them are changed man n women now... =D ... Hoping to meet up with all of them sooner... How i missed them so much...

"Couples drift apart as life gets in the way. You often find that you spend more quality time with your neighbors and friends than you do with your significant other.
Why you broke up will partly determine whether you should get back together or not. If you and your ex boyfriend have split because of a silly misunderstanding then you should try getting back together.
It is pointless letting your pride stop you from saying sorry if you acted childishly.
If on the other hand you have split up due to lies, deceit,
fraud or an affair, the decision to get back together is a lot more difficult."

This thing have been bothering me for the past few days...Syahir kept asking me bout my ex who've been wif me for 7mths... The 7mths ex is totally an awesome guy...Its true lah i love him to death during dat time...N he kept coming back n look for me...The more Syahir ask bout him,the more i miss him n the more i kept thinking bout him...N im getting so frustrated every time Syahir ask me bout him... Then i read this article above...Its true lah i brk wif him bcos of stupid reason...N i noe i ca contact him bck. Jus dat i don want... =( ... Cos i still love my Syahir... But nowadays...... I dunno why..... But im getting drifted far frm Syahir... =( ... It suckx!! totally suckx!!!

Wen i think bck...Everything is my fault... EVERY SINGLE THING IS MY FAULT!!! N im sooooooo freaking sad wen i think bck wat i did to him... Cos i've done soooooooooooooo many disturbing things to him. Just dat he didnt know bout it... GOODNESS SYAFIQA!!!!!!


I donno bout my future wif Syahir... Just yesterday he msg me this..."Syafiqa,u da tk nk lyn i lagi?"... N i feel sooooooooo bad!.... I don even noe wat to reply him. N at the same time... My Ex kept leaving me msgs at MSN...He wanna meet me up ltr... OF COURSE i shouldn't go! But the urge of wanting to meet him is so great!!!! Cos i miss him sooooo mch!!! Eeerrggghhhh!!!!! Its like...How does he know im missing him n he came at the right timing...? So Syafiqa,shud i or shud i not meet him up ltr?... Errrggggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ { 1/21/2010 04:16:00 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Thursday, January 14, 2010

I wrk morning shift just now...Wif my beloved darling Joanna. =D .. As usual,we do our routine at wrk. Went lunch together wif her n Miranti... N i share with them wat actually happen to me... N both of them voice out the same thing... DON'T LEAVE SYAHIR!!!"... In the end Miranti told me to msg Syahir. Which in the end i did... N we met after i finish my wrk. He fetch me n we went to Parkway Parade...After i finish eating,i talk to him. N eventually this sentence come out frm my mouth..."SYAHIR,JUST LEAVE ME..." I dunno y...GOODNESS!!!

Only me and Syahir know wat actually happened... N Syahir really love me to death... Eeerrrgghhh!!! Maybe im confused of my feelings...Dats y i react dat way...But rite now... Everything seem smooth. Just dat in the future... I dunno wats gonna happen to us... =(

~ { 1/14/2010 09:16:00 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, January 13, 2010
>Water & Flame!>
is everything meant to change?...
Guess we're like Water & Flame

im not getting emo or wat here lah. But...i've been getting frm bad to worse...In terms of my attitude of course...I've been doing well with everybody at wrk n at hm. Everything seems fine.

Just dat wif Syahir...

I've notice dat i've been behaving like a bitch towards him... N aku pentingkan kwn aku dari die...I myself don even know why i behave like dat... =( ... Is there sumtin wrong with me? N i've not sms him or talk to him since last Sun...Up till now...No means of contacting... I know he's angry with him. N he feel so damn hurt after wat u've done to him...I myself feel sooooooooo damn guilty. N i've say sorry to him. COs i know its up to him to forgive me or not...I even told him if he find me a nuisance or wat...He can just leave me... =( ...

Goodness!!! SYAFIQA!!! Wat have u done this time?!! Wen im at wrk i even talk to Derry n asked him wat i shud do... We did laugh n joke bout this.But in the end he told me to msg Syahir n say sorry...N mke sure i meant it. Which in the end i did...I do feel guilty up till now. N i cant forgive myself after wat i've done to him... He have been an excellent BF towards me... But me?... Its such a dissapointment... I don even know wat to do now... Guess i shall just wait then...Maybe he's still dissapointed wif me...

~ { 1/13/2010 03:48:00 PM }
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Friday, January 8, 2010
>CHANGES!>
HAPPY 2010!!! Woo-Hoo!! Hahax!! I know its like too late to say dat now... Hehex!! Im leaving 2009 with lots n lots n lots of v v v v v niceeeeeee memories...N shall welcome 2010 wif arms wide open! ^_^ Hopefully this 2010 will be an excellent one for me... MY RESOLUTION FOR 2010?... Still the same old thing lah! LOSE WEIGHT!!! Hahahax!!! But dunno wen also i wanna do dat... But nvm,i shall try n do it... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONER!!! xD

N ya,i've been not feeling well past few days... Kept having this tremendous headache at night...Kept coughing n vomitting after food...N my throat so itchy... Eeerrrrggghhhh!!! Feeling so irritated... But now,ok lah! Feeling so mch better... xD ...


Aniway... As fo me & my Mr DArling... WE've been doing fine... This 28th January mark our 1yr together... GOODNESS!!! 1 yr ehk... Hahax!!! Its like sooooooooooo fast! But aniway,im loving this man...TO PIECES!!! We went thru so much on the year 2009... hopefully 2010 will be an excellent year for both of us... xD ...

As for wrk?!!! NO COMMENT!!! hahax!!!! I dont wanna say anything anymore... =D

~ { 1/08/2010 02:41:00 PM }
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