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Sunday, February 21, 2010

im off today...After 3 days or working morning shift...on the 3rd day of wrk,im feeling so tired n sleepy...n i took an early break,just to sleep...
N 1hr of sleep is not enough! When i wke up,i had headache! BUT! I have to continue with my wrk... N yesterday was the last day i wrk with Amir...His last day was today actually,but since im off today...So yesterday was my last day working with him...


im going to miss working with this guy...He's the most awesome colleague altho sometimes he really do get on my nerves! Hahax!!!
N im gonna miss him teasing me all the time!Watever it is,im wishing him all the best for his career n future... MISS YOU AMIR!!! xD

At wrk,everything is normal...Nothing much happen...Just dat on my 2nd day wrk morning shift...There's lion dance thingy happening on transit...Where this 1 long beard man go around the shops n giving away "gold coins"....He looked scary from far...N Derry was like teasing me...Cos im scared actually with all those "chinese character"...Hahax!!! At last,wen he came over to our shop...I took a picture with him!!! Hahahahax!!!!!


He looked FUNNY rather than SCARY!!! Hehehex!!!!!! There's 2 "gold coins" inside the ang pao...Hahax!!! xD

N on my 1st mrning shift...After my break,Jurami called me...He was having his break n he wanted to meet me...So i meet him at B2...We hugged each other cos we just missed seeing each other...!!! He was like..."AKU RINDU KAU!!!!!" Hehex!! Me too...Aku pon rindu kau jgk!! Hehehe!!! xD...



N we managed to tke 1 picture! Hahax!!! xD ... I just adore this guy....


~ { 2/21/2010 02:06:00 PM }
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Right... Im off for today n tomorrow... After dat 5 days straight i wrk afternoon..Tsk!!! VERY THE IRRITATING!!!! N ya,i don care bout my wrk anymore... heheeex!!! xD

Aniway...I went out with Syahir last Sun. After wrk we went out... After he finish wrk..We went to watch movie...I wanna watch Santau... I've check the timing and we wanna watch at EW West Mall...Its at 5.50pm...Wemeet at around 4.15pm..Syahir wanna go to the Bank at White Sands...So off we go...After he settle everything its oreadi gonna be 5pm...N we have to go B Batok!!! In the end we drop at Kembangan n took a cab to Suntec...Which is oreadi 5.30pm!!! Wen we reach Suntec its oreadi 5.45pm!!! Immediately wen we arrive...ME N SYAHIR WAS RUNNING!!!!!!!! We were so scared we miss the movie!!! Cos the next one will only be at 9pm!!!! So we run all the way to the ticket counter... Wen we reach at the counter....................

ME: The Santau movie started already?...
TICKETING GIRL: Yes ma'am it started at 5.40pm just now...
ME: Really?!!! So we missed it?!!! N the nxt one will only be at 9pm rite?..
TICKETING GIRL: Nope,the nxt one will be starting at 7.35pm ltr...

I was like shouting at Syahir n shaking his hands!!! I was so damn happy cos the next one is way earlier then i expected!!!! WE bought the ticket n off we go for dinner!! xD
After that we went inside Toys R Us... We were walking n walking n i found this Stitch... (As in dat LILO N STITCH! HAHA!) . tHE HEAD WAS SUPER BIG! But i like it!!! At last Syahir bought for me dat Stitch! hehex!!! N not forgetting a plush Rose... xD



After dinner,we watched Santau... N Towards the whole movie i was like covering my eyes...Cos the way the Nenek in the movie look is super creepy...But i enjoy the movie...Not bad lah...xD

~ { 2/10/2010 12:20:00 PM }
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I've been working 4 DAYS STRAIGHT!!! 1 morning shift and the next 3 days was afternoon shift! N i sleep like a pig just now!! Was sooooooooo damn tired n sleepy... N chinese new year period i'll be wrking 5 DAYS STRAIGHT AFTERNOON SHIFT!!!! And after dat only 1 day off then nxt dae morning!!!!! GOODNESS!!!!! How great life can be!!!!! Eerrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!! =( ...
Nvm.... I don wanna say mch... I'll just go with the flow...

Ok!! Lets talk bout my relationship!!!!

I just fight with Syahir last Sun. AT THE MRT STATION!!! Can u guys imagine dat?!!!! Just bcos i flip open my Hp then got this sum1 msg me... I cant recognise the number cos i didnt save ANY contacts on dat phone. NSyahir was like..."SAPE TU?!!!!!!!" Of course i didnt tell him! Cos i dunno!!!! Cos i know the moment i tke out my hp,he'll be snatching it awy frm me! So,might as well i just SHUT UP!!! Wat IF!!! Its any of my boy-frens who msg me?...Cos i know the way they msg me it'll be like... "BABY!!!! NK JUMPE TK MLM NIE?..." or "
SWEETHEART...I BORING LAH MLM NIE...KITE KUAR NK?" It'll oways be like dat... So wat IF they msg me n Syahir wanted to see... Will he believe me dat the person who msg me was actually my boy-fren?... I don think so....EERRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Inside the train he was snatching my SPECS & WALLET!!!! I was soooooooooooo damn fucking irritated n angry with him!!! i wanted to see who msg me!!!!! At last i decided to tke out my Hp...N there he goes,HE SNATCH MY HP AWY FRM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can u imagine how frustrated,hw angry n hw fed up u'll be when sum1 do dat to you?!!!!! He can just sit beside me n let me show him who msg me?... He don have to snatch awy my HP!!!!! N its my Mummy who msg me... I was sooooo damn pissed with him! Dat i snatch my wallet frm him n jus walk as fast as i can... Goodness!!! At dat point of time,i just wanted to slap his freaking face!!! N just go off!...Eeerrggghhhhhhh!!! N seriously,i wont ever forget how rough he get with me...JUST BCOS I DIDNT SHOW HIM MY HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K nvm,just forget wat happen...Im sick n tired of us fighting over the same old thing...WATEVER LAH EHK!

Yesterday nite while i was on my way bck hm,Botak(his name was fairuz actualli!) call me...He wanted to see me. I was like..OK!!! APE DIE NIE NK DGN AKU MLM2 BUTE GINI! Wen i meet him,he was like sooooooooooo damn happy! Hahax!!! He was smiling frm ear to ear at me... I ask,jus wats up wif him? N he told me..."BABE!!!AKU DAH BRK DGN MATAIR AKU!!!! WOOOOO-HOOOOO!!!!!" N i open my mouth so widely in front of him!!!!!!! Here's our short conversation...

Botak: SErious!! Aku dah brk dgn Nadia!!!!
Me: Abeh yg kau happy nah ni kenape?...GILER!!!
Botak: Aku happy psl si Nadia tu yg mintak brk dgn aku!! Which i've been waiting for soooooo long!
Me: Huh??? ok go!!! aku dah penat so aku tk nk squeeze kepale otak aku pikir psl nie...
Botak: HAPPY NYE AKU!!!
Me: Abeh yg kau nk jumpe aku nie kenape?...
Botak: Since aku dah terlalu happy skrg...Kite g minom nk?...Lepas tu kite g pangkeng! NK TK?...

I didnt say mch after dat...unwated words coming out frm my mouth then i walk off....as simple as dat... i know he was joking...but since i jus came bck frm wrk.The mood swing suddenly attack me... N wen i arrive hm,he msg me..."Babe,aku main2 je tadi.Jgn amek hati k.Bile2 kau free kite lepak same2 k.Gdnite,Love u baby..."
Dats all he msg me... Hahahax!!!! Dats 1 kind of fren i have which never fail to mke me feel so frustrated every single time...

Orutey,im out for now... Gonna watch Tv then SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D...

~ { 2/03/2010 02:35:00 PM }
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Thursday, January 28, 2010

Today mark my 1 year with Syahir... =D ... He called me up just now at 0030 while im at wrk. I totally forget bout it...TOTALLY!! Cos i was so busy at wrk doin this and that... Up till my hp rang at 0030... I have no idea it was him... But when i saw his name... I smiled... Its MY SYAHIR calling me... =D ... I was shocked lah of course. Cos i thought he totally forget bout it... N by right,i tke off today n tomorrow to go out with him...But then,we didnt plan anything before hand... Cos we didnt contact for quite sometime... So i guess i just spend time with my Mummy & Daddy at hm... =D ...

N ya...I just wanna tell Syahir... HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO BOTH OF US... N I LOVE YOU TREMENDOUSLY LOADS... (Just dat my kepala batu n stubborn still there. ) ... =D
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As for wrk...Notin mch to say...Every single day doin the same old thing... So...Notin interesting to say anymore...
N im off today n tomorrow!!! Wooo-Hoooo!!!!!!! Time to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^__^V


~ { 1/28/2010 02:59:00 PM }
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Thursday, January 21, 2010

I had fun yesterday... Meet up with my GFS n BFS... We had fun teasing each other n just talk bout life... Everybody changing now...No more enjoying like last time... N as far as i can see... All of them are changed man n women now... =D ... Hoping to meet up with all of them sooner... How i missed them so much...

"Couples drift apart as life gets in the way. You often find that you spend more quality time with your neighbors and friends than you do with your significant other.
Why you broke up will partly determine whether you should get back together or not. If you and your ex boyfriend have split because of a silly misunderstanding then you should try getting back together.
It is pointless letting your pride stop you from saying sorry if you acted childishly.
If on the other hand you have split up due to lies, deceit,
fraud or an affair, the decision to get back together is a lot more difficult."

This thing have been bothering me for the past few days...Syahir kept asking me bout my ex who've been wif me for 7mths... The 7mths ex is totally an awesome guy...Its true lah i love him to death during dat time...N he kept coming back n look for me...The more Syahir ask bout him,the more i miss him n the more i kept thinking bout him...N im getting so frustrated every time Syahir ask me bout him... Then i read this article above...Its true lah i brk wif him bcos of stupid reason...N i noe i ca contact him bck. Jus dat i don want... =( ... Cos i still love my Syahir... But nowadays...... I dunno why..... But im getting drifted far frm Syahir... =( ... It suckx!! totally suckx!!!

Wen i think bck...Everything is my fault... EVERY SINGLE THING IS MY FAULT!!! N im sooooooo freaking sad wen i think bck wat i did to him... Cos i've done soooooooooooooo many disturbing things to him. Just dat he didnt know bout it... GOODNESS SYAFIQA!!!!!!


I donno bout my future wif Syahir... Just yesterday he msg me this..."Syafiqa,u da tk nk lyn i lagi?"... N i feel sooooooooo bad!.... I don even noe wat to reply him. N at the same time... My Ex kept leaving me msgs at MSN...He wanna meet me up ltr... OF COURSE i shouldn't go! But the urge of wanting to meet him is so great!!!! Cos i miss him sooooo mch!!! Eeerrggghhhh!!!!! Its like...How does he know im missing him n he came at the right timing...? So Syafiqa,shud i or shud i not meet him up ltr?... Errrggggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ { 1/21/2010 04:16:00 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Thursday, January 14, 2010

I wrk morning shift just now...Wif my beloved darling Joanna. =D .. As usual,we do our routine at wrk. Went lunch together wif her n Miranti... N i share with them wat actually happen to me... N both of them voice out the same thing... DON'T LEAVE SYAHIR!!!"... In the end Miranti told me to msg Syahir. Which in the end i did... N we met after i finish my wrk. He fetch me n we went to Parkway Parade...After i finish eating,i talk to him. N eventually this sentence come out frm my mouth..."SYAHIR,JUST LEAVE ME..." I dunno y...GOODNESS!!!

Only me and Syahir know wat actually happened... N Syahir really love me to death... Eeerrrgghhh!!! Maybe im confused of my feelings...Dats y i react dat way...But rite now... Everything seem smooth. Just dat in the future... I dunno wats gonna happen to us... =(

~ { 1/14/2010 09:16:00 PM }
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
>Water & Flame!>
is everything meant to change?...
Guess we're like Water & Flame

im not getting emo or wat here lah. But...i've been getting frm bad to worse...In terms of my attitude of course...I've been doing well with everybody at wrk n at hm. Everything seems fine.

Just dat wif Syahir...

I've notice dat i've been behaving like a bitch towards him... N aku pentingkan kwn aku dari die...I myself don even know why i behave like dat... =( ... Is there sumtin wrong with me? N i've not sms him or talk to him since last Sun...Up till now...No means of contacting... I know he's angry with him. N he feel so damn hurt after wat u've done to him...I myself feel sooooooooo damn guilty. N i've say sorry to him. COs i know its up to him to forgive me or not...I even told him if he find me a nuisance or wat...He can just leave me... =( ...

Goodness!!! SYAFIQA!!! Wat have u done this time?!! Wen im at wrk i even talk to Derry n asked him wat i shud do... We did laugh n joke bout this.But in the end he told me to msg Syahir n say sorry...N mke sure i meant it. Which in the end i did...I do feel guilty up till now. N i cant forgive myself after wat i've done to him... He have been an excellent BF towards me... But me?... Its such a dissapointment... I don even know wat to do now... Guess i shall just wait then...Maybe he's still dissapointed wif me...

~ { 1/13/2010 03:48:00 PM }
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